Work Work Work

Another day in the forge and I head back to the wagon to see my family. The move is coming quick and I have been in the forge too much but I know it has to be done. I can slow down after the move. I keep telling myself this. I only hope I can follow through with it. With the wagon in sight I feel life coming back to me, some of the life that has drained out of me during the day and basically in pools of sweat in the forge. Stepping up and into the wagon I can feel different emotions hit me. Dissapointment first because I am too late. Silks is alseep already. She has been patient throughout this workload I have been stuck in. I know She does not like waiting either. Silks is not the patient type. This is when the second emotion comes in, just watching her asleep in the furs. I often enjoy looking at her while she is asleep. I do not tell her of this for it is something that I have come to cherish now. With little time for us to be together, I have started to savor all the little things. Her face is beautiful. The full lips, her petite nose and her fire red hair. She sleeps peacefully most nights. This is not the same Silks that I knew when I first came back. She is much more. I am not one for words, especially when it comes to romance. A fault I do have and should always try to work on but I shall try and explain it. She has grown. Matured maybe. Silks had the tough exterior to her. One that was used more as a defense to anybody around her and She still has it somewhat . Now, She is more open, exposed. Allowing Me to see her true self. I find it also amusing that she is scared of all the new things she is experiencing. The wall she had built up for so long, the one she kept reinforcing for all this time started cracking and eventually fell over. There are some remnants left but they are chipping away and falling over slowly. I sit here now, looking at her. Smiling at her as she sleeps soundly this night. She has tried so hard to please me and just in the attempts she makes me truly happy and proud. So much to write about her but right now...I am falling alseep myself and will join my mate in peaceful sleep.